Three weeks later (friday morning) he texts me, obviously because he wanted something. I didn't respond. He texted me again the next day and I didn't respond again. But then it was on my damn mind!! Should I text him back to see what he wants? Maybe he wants to apologize and make it up to me? But, he always does that, tells me he was wrong and immature and disrespectful and wont do it again...and then he does it again. Its like a merciless, too fast, never ending merry-go-round, makes a person dizzy and nauseated from the repetition. So, what's the point? I'm just gonna ignore him until he gets the picture and gives up. Maybe I should text him that I don't want to talk to or see him anymore and to leave me alone? But if I do that, it'll turn into a big thing because he'll keep explaining himself and/or cursing me out and because I don't put up with that, I'll keep having to respond with my constant need to put people like this in their place and/or fix them. Again, what's the point? Its a lose-lose situation.
I turned to 4 friends. BFF from hs, Filiguido (male friend I talk to a lot about guys and cars; no other relations), Mr. Discreet (male-friend I talk to a lot about serious stuff and guys; extent of relations - texting benefits...), and Houdini. 3 agree with me that with this particular person and his history and habits, it is better to ignore until he gets it. But Houdini (whom I have a history with and knows first hand what kind of girl I am when it comes to relations/relationships) said I have to be straight up with CBG. I understand why I should tell him how it is and its what I would do with any normal person, but he is just not a normal person. I mean he'd tell me to "eat a bowl of grenades for breakfast" when I'd tell him I wouldn't be in town that weekend. So my decision is to ignore until he forgets that way no body's nerves will be fueled...as much.
But this morning I got a call from "Private Number" I was going to answer but then a thought hit me. "What if its him and he just blocked his number? If its important they'll leave a message." No message. Now I'm wondering if it was him, what more kind of harassment am I going to have to deal with from him, as if I didn't already go through enough? (there's a long complicated backstory to that involving his ex-girlfriend). Could there be any other solutions? I'm so done with the crazy, on to the next one!!!
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Good lord. Your posts are sooooo long. And is it a merry-go-round or is it a carousel? Carousels only have horses and merry-go-rounds have different kinds of animals.
Ps. My 'word verification' for the first post was "crotch." It made me lol so I had to share.
I know!!! I try to make them short...I could have gone into the whole backstory to show the extent of crazy I was dealing with.
It is definitely a merry-go-round, because no matter what you try to do differently, the result is still the same.
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